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Chapter 26
Noelle
I train with Serena for three entire hours and once we are done, I notice most people have already left, or are in the midst of leaving.
“Good job today, Noelle,” Serena says between breaths. We are both panting heavily. “You were better than I expected.”
“I owe it all to you,” I tell her, smiling even though I’m sweatier than a sumo wrestler. “Your guidance and patience have made all the difference.”
“Not at all,” she dismisses, her smile still wide and bright. “You’ve got a fire in you, girl. All I did was fan the flames.”
Pride swells in my chest. I’ve never had a girl compliment me before or try to make friends with me. Honestly, I’ve never gotten along with other girls, but I like Serena already and beam at her. “Thanks!”
As I start to clean up our training area, my gaze drifts to Lucian. He seems to be panting, and his arm shakes as he desperately tries to lean himself against a tree trunk.
I can sense that he is not feeling well, and I recognize the signs of him needing blood.
Then, when I see Lucian enter the woods, I follow him without a second thought. I would happily help him and give him my blood, but the second I’m far away from the rest of the pack, something slams me up against a tree.
My t–shirt rides up my back, and the bark of the tree presses against my cold back. I’m almost naked, only wearing my white t- shirt and a pair of matching shorts that don’t reach down to my knees.
“Why are you following me?” Lucian’s voice demands, but he doesn’t sound like himself. It’s the fairy talking, and I shudder when I see his red eyes above my head.
Shit, this isn’t good.
Lucian’s fairy side is unpredictable and one I fear. Yet, when the familiar musky scent of male and wood fills my nostrils, I can’t stop my arousal from growing.
It makes Lucian snorts and leans down. “Are you seriously getting turned on by this?” His rough voice tickles my ear, but his hands aren’t as gentle.
He pushes me further up the tree trunk, not caring that my legs are no longer touching the ground.
It pisses me off.
“Why are you treating me like shit when I’m your mate? Can’t you just leave me and the other Lucian alone?!” I snap, but deep down, I know I don’t mean it. Lucian’s fairy side might be a dick, but he never fails to make me wet.
“Treating you like shit?” he snorts. “You’re the one who followed me in secret. Quite a brave thing to do, Noelle. It’s almost as if you don’t trust me.”
“I wasn’t stalking you or anything,” I growl. “I was just going to offer you my blood since I saw you stumbling. So yeah, my intentions were all good until you assaulted me.”
“Assaulted you?” His rough voice is low in my ear, and I resist the urge to shudder at his concealed anger.
“Don’t play dumb with me. You know damn well that it isn’t normal to push someone up against a tree simply because they followed you.”
Lucian falls silent, and I have no idea what’s going through his head. He does nothing but confuse me. One moment, he is affectionate, and in another, he is cold and hostile. But perhaps that’s normal for a fairy?
Either way, I’m always thrown off by how cruel his fairy side can be. It’s like we haven’t even made one step of progress in our relationship. Doesn’t his fairy value me as its mate?
Anger pulsates through me at that thought, but at the same time, I’m irritatinly enough also turned on by Lucian’s fairy side. Deep down, I enjoy his rough and primal behavior.
Suddenly, a large hand intertwines itself in my hair, yanking my head up so that my throat is exposed.
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“Since
you came here to offer me your blood, I might as
well dive
in right away.”
Is he serious?!
Answer: he is.
I clamp my lips together to keep a yelp from emerging from my mouth when he leans in with his razor–sharp teeth. It doesn’t take him long to pierce through my skin, but although it hurts, there’s also pleasure.
And I hate it.
While I’m furious at Lucian for using me like this, my body has a mind of its own.
A moan leaves my lips as Lucian’s toxins enter my bloodsteam, and I feel him smiling against my neck before he pulls back.
“You taste delicious, love,” he says. “Do you mind if I go for seconds? Wait. Who am I kidding? You’re close to cumming from just having me taste you.”
This bastard!
More anger swells in my chest, and I grit my teeth, determined to keep the smell of my arousal from his nose. But once his teeth pierce my skin and more of his toxins enter my bloodsteam, I can’t fight the pleasure.
“Oh my god!” I cry out, causing Lucian to chuckle.
“If I didn’t know any better, I’d think you were enjoying this, Noelle.” Lucian snickers in my ear, and I growl.
“Fuck you!”
“You want to fuck me?” Lucian asks in a teasing tone. “Because that could be arranged.”
I growl at him but fall silent when he drinks from me once more. It feels incredibly nice, and the smell of my arousal seeps from between my legs, filling the woods with my scent.
I grind my teeth together and curse my body for being so weak around my mate. I have never acted this desperate before, but something about Lucian’s darker fairy side has my body reacting like a bitch in heat.
Just as I’m about to bite back some snarky retort, something else happens.
Lucian’s erection presses into my front, and that awakens every nerve of desire in my body. He has a hard–on from listening to my moans–how hot isn’t that?!
My arousal grows stronger, almost painfully so, and when Lucian kisses me,
it’s game over.
His lips are so talented that the pressure between my legs is building, and yet again, I moan in ecstacy. At this point, I would let Lucian do whatever he wanted with me, and that thought makes me take a huge risk.
I push my swollen sex against his hardened length, grinding against it slowly.
“If anyone’s enjoying this, it’s you, Alpha.” My voice comes out smug, but there’s no denying the desire in it.
But Lucian doesn’t hear that part. He growls at me for teasing him and pushes against me to grind his huge erection against my needy little cunt. My head spins and I breathe heavily when his red eyes meet with mine.
“Careful, Noelle,” Lucian says in a low tone. “Having sex with me when it’s only my fairy that’s awake is dangerous. I could seriously hurt you.”
“What if I like getting hurt?”
His eyes widen, and I can feel blood rushing to my face under his hostile gaze. The crimson hues in his eyes are melting into the darkness within him that’s threatening to take him over.
“Watch what you say, Noelle. You wouldn’t be able to handle me like this.” Alpha Lucian growls lowly, his rough hand wrapping around the soft skin of my neck.
Fuck, is his fairy side into BDSM?
A sound of pleasure escapes my lips when his grip around my neck tightens. I shouldn’t like it. Yet, under Alpha Lucian’s touch, my sense of logic seems to fly out the window.
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“Don’t be so sure, Lucian,” I exhale, my eyes trailing down his towering form. “I might like being dominated”
“Do you?”
“With you, I don’t think there’s a lot of things I would say no to..does that mean I’m going to hell?”
Any semblance of control seems to vanish from Lucian’s eyes. I can tell he is close to giving in and using me as he dann well pleases. His grip tightens around my neck, but I don’t hate it. Quite the contrary–1 love it.
Fuck, what’s wrong with me?
Something has to be wrong with me. Here I am, practically being strangled by a hostile Alpha, and all I can think about is him tearing the clothes from my body.
Lucian probably wants the same thing, yet, by some miracle, he holds himself back.
“Careful what you wish for,” he mutters. “I might just take you up on that offer and use you as my plaything if you say those crazy things again.”
With that, Lucian lets go of my throat and storms away from the forest glade.
I don’t follow him.
There’s not enough strength in my body. I feel weak after having been used as Lucian’s personal milkshake and sink down to the forest floor, panting because I’m still incredibly aroused from the strangling.
Am I a weirdo for longing to have sex with Lucian’s darker fairy side? His nice and gentle wolf side is definitely charming, but there’s something about the unpredictability of his fairy side that sends a thrill coursing through me like nothing else. Simply thinking about the raw power he emanates is intoxicating enough to make me wet between my legs.
