Chapter 2
Amira’s pov
It’s been 3 months since the special night at the crystal pack, 4 months since I completely gave myself to the king. Ever since what happened between myself and the king, I find it difficult to push through with my plans, I had the perfect opportunity to carry out the plan I’ve been waiting in do for so many years, but I let my desires get the best of me and succumb to the charms of the lycan king.
I still find it difficult to hate myself for what I did. I don’t regret doing what I did, int that same desire has made me lose the perfect opportunity to avenge the death of my parents, I’ll never get a chance like that again, I’ll never get a chance to get close to the lycan king like I did before, that night was the perfect night for me and I blew it.
I suddenly felt nauseous and I raced to the bathroom to empty my bowels, lately I’ve been getting this weird feeling and also throwing up regularly, not to forget the morning sickness and getting irritated at every little thing. The fact that I’ve also missed my monthly flow scared me to death and as much as I’ll hate to believe that what’s happening to me might be me being pregnant, Ljust can’t help but think it is, deep down I hope it’s not.
But to clear
revery doubts and confusion, I’ll have to visit the pack doctor.
“Dear, your test results is out, and….. The doctor trailed.
“And what!” I asked. I wasn’t ready for the answer, but 1 still needed to know,
“You’re two months pregnant.” The doctor announced.
My jaw dropped in shock and it felt like my heart was suddenly pulled out of my chest.
Suddenly, I burst into laughter, surprising the doctor.
The doctor stared at me in confusion, she couldn’t tell what was funny.
“This can’t be happening, how can I be pregnant with the king’s chuld? The same man who murdered my family, how can I be carrying his child!!!” 1 mentally questioned myself
“Amira!” The doctor sofily called my name.
This can’t be happening doc, this can’t be happening!! 1 half yelled before getting up and running out of there, ignoring the constant calling of the
doctor
I ran back home as fast as my legs could carry me and when I got home, I locked myself in my room, not wanting to be interrupted by anyone.
I instantly dropped to my knees and wept.
This can’t be happening. I’ve failed my parents, everything is ruined, my whole life is ruined
“Why did I let this happen to me? Why??” I asked myself, at the same time hitting myself repeatedly. “I’m carrying the king’s child, I’m carrying his
The thought of getting an abortion suddenly crossed my mind, but what kind of person will I be if I were to kill an innocent child who did nothing. this was my stupid inistake and I can’t punish this innocent baby for that foolish mistake of mine, the only person who deserves to be punished is the. Me and not my child.
Labo can’t let the lung find out about this, the king must never get to know of this child that I’m carrying. Having him find out about the child would mean that I’ll have to become his mate since he’s very much single.
The last thing I want to spend the rest of my life with a man who has caused me so much pain and sorrows, the same man who snatched everything from me. At this point, I suddenly regret giving in to my crazy desires instead of focusing on the mission, had I not slept with the king dut nigla, then none of this would have happened in the first place and I wouldn’t have gotten pregnant for him.
My head.
Isterally sjarining as I thought of what to do to myself at this point, I can’t kill the child and I also can’t afford letting the king find out about this or betting anyone find out about this at all.
The only option for me is to leave this pack. Yes! I’ll have to leave this pack and never return, after all, this place only has bad memories for me Thandly huer good marinaries diere
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Chapter 2
Chapter 2
Amira’s po
It’s been a months since the special night at the crystal pack, 3 months since I completely gave myself to the king. Ever since what happened between myself and the king. I find it difficult to push through with my plans, I had the perfect opportunity to carry out the plan I’ve been waiting to do for so many years, but I let my desires get the best of me and succumb to the charms of the lycan king.
I still find at difficult to hate myself for what I did, I don’t regret doing what I did, but that same desire has made me lose the perfect opportunity to avenge the death of my parents, I’ll never get a chance like that again. I’ll never get a chance to get close to the lycan king like I did before, that night was the perfect night for me and I blew in
I suddenly felt nauseous and I raced to the bathroom to empty my bowels, lately I’ve been getting this weird feeling and also throwing up regularly, not to forget the morning sickness and getting irritated at every little thing. The fact that I’ve also missed my monthly flow scared me to death and as much as I’ll hate to believe that what’s happening to me might be me being pregnant, I just can’t help but think it is, deep down I hope it’s not
But to clear every doubts and confusion. I’ll have to visit the pack doctor.
Dear, your test results is out, and….. The doctor trailed.
“And what?” I asked. I wasn’t ready for the answer, but I still needed to know.
“You’re two months pregnant.” The doctor announced.
My jaw dropped in shock and it felt like my heart was suddenly pulled out of my chest.
Suddenly. I burst into laughter, surprising the doctor.
The doctor stared at me in confusion, she couldn’t tell what was funny.
“This can be happening, how can 1 be pregnant with the king’s child? The same man who murdered my family, how can I be carrying his child??” | | mentally questioned myself.
“Amira?” The doctor softly called my name.
“This can’t be happening doc, this can’t be happening!!” I half yelled before getting up and running out of there, ignoring the constant calling of the
doctor
I ran back home as fast as my legs could carry me and when I got home, I locked myself in my room, not wanting to be interrupted by anyone.
I instantly dropped to my knees and wept.
This can’t be happening. I’ve failed my parents, everything is ruined, my whole life is ruined.
“Why did I let this happen to me!: Why!” I asked myself, at the same time hitting myself repeatedly. I’m carrying the king’s child, I’m carrying his heir
The thought of getting an abortion suddenly crossed my mind, but what kind of person will I be if I were to kill an innocent child who did nothing. this was my stupid mistake and I can’t punish this innocent baby for that foolish mistake of mine, the only person who deserves to be punished is me. Me and not my child
I also can’t let the king find out about this, the king must never get to know of this child that I’m carrying. Having him find out about the child would mean that I’ll have to become his mate since he’s very much single.
The last thing I want is to spend the rest of my life with a man who has caused me so much pain and sorrows, the same man who snatched everything from ane. At this point, I suddenly regret giving in to my crazy desites instead of focusing on the mission, had I not slept with the king that night, then none of this would have happened in the first place and I wouldn’t have gotten pregnant for him.
My head was literally spamming as I thought of what to do to myself at this point. I can’t kill the child and I also can’t afford letting the king find out about this or letting anyone find out about this at all,
The only option for me is to leave this pack. Yes! I have to leave this pack and never return, after all, this place only has bad memories for me Thardly have good memories liere.
Without giving it a second thought, I hurriedly grabbed a small bag and threw in some clothes and other necessities that’ll last me for my journey, I have no idea where to go to, but I just know that I have to leave
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Chapter 2
I frantically searched the house for a painting I had of my parents and when I finally found it, it only made me cry y even more because it reminded me of what I should have done, it reminded me of my failure, for just one night of pleasure, I allowed myself to ruin the plans I had made,
My heart was heavy and I’m not so sure I’ll ever be able to forgive myself for this, my parents deserves Justice for their unjust death. Justice which I had promised them but couldn’t full
I am a failure, yes, that’s what I am! My subconscious was literally screaming at me and blaming me for what has happened. There was no one else to blame for this mistake, no one else to blame but me.
“Will I ever get to avenge my parents?” I asked myself, but then I couldn’t find the answer because now I don’t just have myself to worry about, but also the child growing inside of me.
The king’s heir.
I waited until it was dark before making my leave and I left the crystal pack without looking back.
1 left, promising myself to never return and to raise my child alone.
But just as always, I had no idea of the kind of future that awaits me and my child or what other tricks fate has in store for me
